On June 22, 2019 I will celebrate my 94th birthday. I've lived 34580 days...and counting, days that God uniquely appointed for me to live on Planet Earth.
The days arrived one at a time, fresh each morning. What have I done with them? Life is a gift of God to us; what we do with it is our gift to Him. At my birth, it was feared that both my mother and I might not survive my difficult delivery. I value each of those 34580 days as a bonus from God to accept with thanksgiving, anticipation and joy. Only God knows their final ordained number.
What an awesome thought that “In Thy book they were all written, the days that were ordained for me, when as yet there was not one of them” (Psalm 139:16). “God chose us in Him before the foundation of the world....we are His workmanship created in Christ Jesus for good works which God prepared beforehand that we should walk in them” Ephesians 1:4; 2:10. My heart overflows with thanks and praise to God for His goodness and mercy that have followed me all the many decades into longevity.
I "count my many blessings ton-by-ton" not one-by-one, to adapt a phrase from an old hymn. My treasures are not silver or gold but of immense value nonetheless—especially my family: four sons, ten grandchildren, and 14 great-grandchildren—so far. And each of the many friends throughout the world that the Lord has brought into my life is a rich and precious gem!
“Bless the Lord, O my soul, and all that is within me, bless His holy Name. Bless the Lord, O my soul, and forget not all His benefits: Who forgives all my iniquities, heals all my diseases, redeems my life from the pit, crowns me with lovingkindness and tender mercies. He satisfies my years with good things so that my youth is renewed like the eagle's” (Psalm 103:1-5).
I am a lung cancer surgery survivor for 29 years and have been a widow for 27 years. I thank many of you for your specific prayers for my health and strength so I am able to continue the lifelong ministry to which the Lord called me. I do have my share of increasing weaknesses and “unfixables” of my “earth suit” (my mortal body), but I accept them as part of the normal aging package. They are manageable with God's sufficient grace, just temporal and temporary inconveniences without eternal consequences when weighed against God's goodness. Adversities have blended with abundant joys, and shadows have been dispelled by sunshine and blessings—so “it is well with my soul!”
It is such a privilege to respond to people's needs for prayer and encouragement on a daily basis, much of it through the medium of my continuing lifelong opportunity for writing and publishing and coaching aspiring writers. I'm literally living the title of one of my books—pressing on “STILL MORE: FLOURISHING ON MY SUMMIT.”
Changes accompany our advancing calendar years. It seems I'm always “trying” to make some adjustments in my pace and priorities and accept realistically some things I can't or shouldn't continue, which I did so easily in my younger years. As a matriarch in my vintage season, I eagerly “smile at the future” (Proverbs 31:25) and with joy anticipate the icing on the cake: to “dwell in the House of the Lord forever” (Psalm 23:6) – a win-win situation! My rest-of-my-life motto is: “Until further notice, I celebrate everything!”
Here I am, Lord
at the approach of another birthday
on Planet Earth. How can it be
that You’ve favored me
so generously with longevity
of ninety-four years?
You've blessed me to experience life
with my children into their adult years
even as grandparents themselves now
to enjoy my children’s children
...and their children
while I myself am still Your child
though gray of head and slow of step.
Why am I still here on earth
and not rejoicing in Your presence?
You must still have work for me
and spiritual fruit to bear
more of Your life to be lived through me
more treasure to send Up There.
I offer the rest of my days
how many or few they may be
as a living sacrifice to do Your will
heart and soul under Your control
until Your plan is fulfilled in me.
I don't take “selfie” pictures with my smart phone.
May the picture below remind you to pray for me as I pray for you.
The Rest of The Way
LORD, MOVE MY MOUNTAIN!
10/13/2019 3:11:00 PM by: Leona Choy
ANOTHER WAITING ROOM
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DON'T BE SHEEPISH
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THE VALUE OF SELF-TALK
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9/27/2019 12:35:00 PM by: Leona Choy
THANKS FOR THE MEMORY
9/12/2019 1:39:00 PM by: Leona Choy
CARRY ME, FATHER
9/5/2019 3:11:00 PM by: Leona Choy
MY PERSONAL SPIRITUAL WORKOUT
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PURSUIT OF HAPPINESS?
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Lessons from My Cup
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STRAW & THE CAMEL'S BACK
8/7/2019 12:38:00 PM by: Leona Choy
BECOMING MORE "FRUITY"
7/10/2019 5:17:00 PM by: Leona Choy
7/3/2019 2:27:00 PM by: Leona Choy
PITCHING IT RIGHT
6/30/2019 11:46:00 AM by: Leona Choy
“WHAT DO YOU WANT TO DO WHEN YOU GROW UP?”
6/25/2019 3:01:00 PM by: Leona Choy
34580 and COUNTING
6/18/2019 2:11:00 PM by: Leona Choy
MOUNTAINS AND MOLEHILLS
6/14/2019 9:54:00 AM by: Leona Choy
6/6/2019 9:52:00 AM by: Leona Choy
HANDS ON THE PLOW
5/22/2019 11:38:00 AM by: Leona Choy
WAITING FOR GRADUATION DAY
5/17/2019 3:46:00 PM by: Leona Choy
I THINK BOOKS
5/13/2019 12:06:00 PM by: Leona Choy
ONLY TALK WITH YOUR MOUTH FULL!
5/4/2019 8:35:00 PM by: Leona Choy
4/18/2019 12:47:00 PM by: Leona Choy
4/7/2019 1:47:00 PM by: Leona Choy
TOO MUCH ON MY PLATE?
3/31/2019 5:23:00 PM by: Leona Choy
EARTH SUIT vs SPACE SUIT: Increasing Tension
3/4/2019 3:37:00 PM by: Leona Choy
AVOIDING A SPIRITUAL "OOPS!"
3/1/2019 12:06:00 PM by: Leona Choy
2/19/2019 1:29:00 PM by: Leona Choy
A THORNY MATTER
2/15/2019 10:42:00 AM by: Leona Choy
A SOMEWHAT GRUMPY CHAT WITH GOD
2/12/2019 9:54:00 AM by: Leona Choy
A FISH STORY
2/8/2019 3:40:00 PM by: Leona Choy
LET'S EAT NOODLES TOGETHER!
1/21/2019 3:07:00 PM by: Leona Choy
SATISFIED--A SECRET TO SHARE
1/11/2019 7:22:00 PM by: Leona Choy
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RESISTANCE TO ASSISTANCE
12/6/2018 5:17:00 PM by: Leona Choy
CHALLENGE OF THE FOURTH QUARTER
11/26/2018 3:19:00 PM by: Leona Choy
KEEPING A TRADITION
11/15/2018 9:14:00 AM by: Leona Choy
PUBLISHING FUND PROGRESS
11/5/2018 8:58:00 AM by: Leona Choy
"GOING STEADY" WITH MY "SUGAR CANE"
11/3/2018 2:02:00 PM by: Leona Choy
A SHOUT-OUT FOR A NEW BUTTERFLY
10/31/2018 3:24:00 PM by: Leona Choy
THANKSGIVING IN OCTOBER
10/7/2018 5:53:00 PM by: Leona Choy
9/30/2018 3:16:00 PM by: Leona Choy
SHINING WHEN YOUR BATTERY IS LOW
9/21/2018 5:32:00 PM by: Leona Choy
I DESERVE IT...DESERVE IT NOT....
9/13/2018 7:54:00 PM by: Leona Choy
WHAT'S IN A NAME?
9/10/2018 12:35:00 PM by: Leona Choy
WAITING FOR GOD'S DUE TIME
9/3/2018 7:29:00 PM by: Leona Choy
STONES AND COVERUPS AND HOLY EARS
8/31/2018 10:44:00 AM by: Leona Choy
IT'S ALL ABOUT SHOES
8/29/2018 9:30:00 AM by: Leona Choy
THE HOLY SPIRIT IS MY CELL TOWER
8/27/2018 3:47:00 PM by: Leona Choy
REJUVENATION GOD'S WAY
8/17/2018 8:49:00 AM by: Leona Choy
STUCK IN THE MUD?
8/13/2018 7:22:00 PM by: Leona Choy
TWINKLE TWINKLE LITTLE STAR
8/8/2018 2:07:00 PM by: Leona Choy
WHEN'S A GOOD TIME TO "EXULT"?
7/30/2018 3:00:00 PM by: Leona Choy
Survey For the Calendar-Challenged
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7/19/2018 10:25:00 AM by: Leona Choy
BEDROOM SLIPPERS OR HIKING BOOTS?
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Hurrah for the Prepper Bridesmaids!
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THE PURSUIT OF HAPPINESS?
7/10/2018 5:35:00 PM by: Leona Choy
6/5/2018 2:01:00 PM by: Leona Choy